When I finally sat down to write tonight, I was going to talk about how frenetic online teaching has been so far this year. I typed up the first couple paragraphs and then deleted it because the post had no heart. I feel like a part of who I have become as a blogger is gone and I’m trying to find it.
I’ve been writing about once a week for the last year, and while much of it has been about students, online learning, and technology, some of it has been about my charter school.
Working at a charter school is unique, and I haven’t read many blogs from teachers, change agents, or technology leaders who operate in that segment of our public school system. So, I’ve talked about what its like being an educator at an online charter school. I have discussed my high expectations, my exultation’s, and some of my frustrations.
Prior to this school year, I had decided to try and be more of a leader at my school. Whether it was to lead by example, lead vicariously, or just to speak up when I felt something was wrong. With that in mind, I made some comments in a couple staff meetings this year that I should have phrased differently. There was a moment where a teacher and I had a discussion in class while students were working that should have been moved to the hallway. So, I was called in for a meeting with administration. I was in the wrong and took full responsibility. I should have conducted myself in a more professional tone, and I have learned from my mistakes.
My blog was brought up in that meeting.
I know that what I say in here can have an effect on my job. Everybody with a Myspace page should know that.
I feel like I need to change my voice so as not to phrase my blog in the negative tone that affected me at work. Since part of why many of us write about education is out of hope and frustration, this will take a little getting used to and a possible reconstitution of why I blog. Until next time…….

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